I just wanna talk !

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    كُلُّهُم رَحَلـوا ...
    • Dec 2004
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    I just wanna talk !

    1977

    That's the year he was born . It's pretty strange to celebrate his birthday practically every year without being quite sure of the exact month and day . But i feel responsible for it . That's why i fixed another date that appealed to my acquaintance with this person..

    I do it regularly as if i'm building a memorial for that unfortunate love , something that decorates the vacancy in my heart temporarily

    and before the day is over , that bitter cake that holds more than 30 candles ends up in a hungry trash. and all the sweet memories that i share with myself are blown away in the blink of an eye

    You need to tell me ...
    What choices do i have other than watching how things evolve naturally before my eyes , just because my interference will do me no good?

    Just tell me ...

    What is it with you that makes me feel like a pair of orphan wings flying towards the erotic sun before they eventually get burned

    * * *


    2009


    Seems like a long time ago !
    But the irony about time is that no matter how tough it gets , it actually has a little tiny power that even if it changes things , it won't make the difference noticeable .
    When it comes to love , this theory is so damn applicable .

    I remember the last words we shared on the last phone call ...
    He told me :" Yeah , i'm gonna call your father to get things straight about our engagement "

    You can guess it yourselves !
    He didn't !

    You can judge the baseness of the human being by driving them to the temptation of breaking parole . If they yield to it , then guess what ? This human being is full of crap
    (and i'm sorry because my anger sometimes gets the better of me , so i simply curse )


    * * *


    2011

    Oh , man !
    ..
    I sometimes laugh out loud when i remember this year
    and i sometimes can't help but to shed hot tears when i remember it too ...

    It was a messed up year for all of us. I even imagined that we're gonna face a WWIII because of Albou3zizi's little chariot .
    Now i'm really and truly and painfully worried about what happens in Syria .

    God , am i supposed to live until this Arab world takes the torch of glory ? or is this dream some sort of a sick joke that stuffs our mouths with a desperate laughter ?




    (maybe this is not finished yet )

  • Off The Grid
    كُلُّهُم رَحَلـوا ...
    • Dec 2004
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    20/02/2012

    When i feel like the windows are planning a conspiracy to deprive me of that light out there , i wish i were something different ; a bird maybe .
    I felt really suffocated and lonely . I hated life even more than before ...
    More than once , i was capable of asking my mom :" Why did you even bother having me in the first place?

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    • Off The Grid
      كُلُّهُم رَحَلـوا ...
      • Dec 2004
      • 4007

      #3
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      Bury me with the hand that used to kill my tears .. It's a shame that , during your absence , the resurrected ones took revenge by killing me !

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      • Off The Grid
        كُلُّهُم رَحَلـوا ...
        • Dec 2004
        • 4007

        #4
        رد: " . I just wanna talk ! "

        Just listen to the roaring words in your throat before you dare open the cage of your mouth for them !

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        • Off The Grid
          كُلُّهُم رَحَلـوا ...
          • Dec 2004
          • 4007

          #5
          رد: " . I just wanna talk ! "

          How many doors do you have behind a failure
          ? 10 ... ?20 ...
          oh let me guess , one billion doors !

          There must be something wrong , pal .
          People who could get over the wrong things they did , all they needed to do is to live in an open space of forgiveness !
          Stop blaming yourself for things that can not be changed .
          ?" Just ask yourself : " What's the point of all this babbling

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          • مملكه بدون سلطان
            عضو فضي
            • Jun 2011
            • 676
            • >>فـداك أبـى وأمــى ياحبيبــى يـارســول الله<<

            #6
            رد: &quot; . I just wanna talk ! &quot;

            NO ONE CaN Stop blaming himself .........
            Beacause each man snanah ............
            we make our will fully................
            I like your words

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            • مصموخ
              عـضـو فعال
              • Jan 2012
              • 72
              • اووووووووووص يعني شت اااااب

              #7
              رد: &quot; . I just wanna talk ! &quot;

              sleep

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              • Off The Grid
                كُلُّهُم رَحَلـوا ...
                • Dec 2004
                • 4007

                #8
                رد: &quot; . I just wanna talk ! &quot;

                المشاركة الأصلية بواسطة جنات ممدوح
                NO ONE CaN Stop blaming himself .........
                Beacause each man snanah ............
                we make our will fully................
                I like your words

                I like your kind presence even more :)

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                  كُلُّهُم رَحَلـوا ...
                  • Dec 2004
                  • 4007

                  #9
                  رد: &quot; . I just wanna talk ! &quot;

                  المشاركة الأصلية بواسطة مصموخ
                  sleep

                  Is that an order
                  ?
                  because if it is , i don't take orders from you , buddy
                  If you don't like it here , please kindly shut the door behind you
                  :)

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